Hey everyone
Thanks for those lovely comment in the time of my need.
Just a quick up date: sister is fine they kept her in there for 5days and then she came home, I had to baby proof her room (took all day) but apart from that little miss hap everything is good.

On a more lighter note I just found out that there's going to be a twilight convention right here in australia woo, but the tix are from $70 to $750 grrr but dad is paying for me to go so woo lol
Im getting a vip ticket = )
Anyway
Love ya all
Talk soon
Xx naomi

I did realize how short life is till its almost taken away.
Yesterday, at 2am my sister tryed to take her own life by cutting her wrists. She was on her hiptop to friends saying she was going to do it. Then once she did she screemed out for mum to come help her. I woke up right away but didn't get out of bed coz I had this feeling I knew what she had done but mum was there right away helping her stop the bleeding. We have a 6 year old brother who has no idea what's going on so I took him into my room so mum could help her without him seeing anything. I took him to school in the morning, while mum took my sister to the hospital. They were they from 9am all the way till 10pm. At the hospital they assessed her and said there was no beds from her there as they were full but sent her to another place, A mental hospital but it was for adults and she is only 16. So while she was at james fletcher (the mental hospital) mum came home to get clothes and such for har as she thought they were going to take my sister over night but when she came back the doctors already talked to my sister and scared the shit out of her to come home coz they didn't want her there as it was an adult hospital. Mum wasn't happy but took her home but to be put under 24hr watch. All this time I was at home with my 6 yr old brother not know what state she would be in.
The hospitals sent her on her way without anything and didn't tell us anything at all about what to do if she does it again. Nothing at all, that's the NSW hospitals for you.
So when mum was at the hospital with my sister I cleaned her room up taking out things she could hurt herself on. When they came home my sister went to bed and mum still hasn't slept.
Its been one stressful day after another.

Well I had a great night last night. I started off going to the kavon theme restaurant and danced about. I had this huge ass drink, no joke it was huge we had to stand up to drink it lol. Love the vodka hehe.
The kavon finished at 11, then I called rachel coz it was her 20th and she was heading into town with two other friends. She came to pick me up and we went to fin. I don't go out to clubs or pubs, I don't see the point. I turned 18 and I had no one to go with, so I just don't go out and now im almost 20 and I finaly go out how sad is that lol. From there we when to the brewery, I love that place. I got a drink and sat down with our things while rach was dancing with some guys and then this alright guy came up to me and asked for a dance. I said no at first and then I got up and danced with him. I dont even think im good looking but someone noticing me I felt like a princess = )
Later and a fue more drinks I danced with another guy, you all must think that im stupid but mah.
Around 1am rach was off her face lol and was attacking the guys from behind, you had to be there to know what im on about lol. It was the most funny things iv seen. One of the guys she was dancing with was hiding from her at the end of the night hehe
We left at 2 and I got home at 2.30am and went to bed.
All and all a great night lol
Mgmt

It all started on sunday the 17th afternoon when I decided to quit school. I only had 6 weeks till the hsc (higher school certificate) and all my school days were over but in the last fue week I kept getting sick with the flu or some other bugs and I fell behind in my school work and assessments were due and I didn't have the info to compleat them. So I had a choise to stay, be unhappy and stressed or leave, be happy and do something else that I want to do.
So on monday I signed out, I told some of my friends on sunday what I was going to do and they tryed to tell me to stay but I had my mind made up.
Im free to do what I want and next year im going to do a photography course at tafe, which I enjoyed doing at school.

Ok this is my first post, woo im starting to use this lol.
Well I will start with the basic:
Name: Naomi Kuzmik
Age: 19
Birthday: 02/01/1989
Country: Australia
State: N.S.W
Nic Name: Knomes
Fav Band: Muse
Fav Tv Show: Doctor Who, Torchwood and So You Think You Can Dance
Fav Book: Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn
Fav Movie: Prince Caspian
Status: Single

Yeah so there you go, that's a little about me.
Write soon
Xx naomi